Kamu

Kamu. Ya, kamu.
Kamu yang selalu berdiri disana.
Kamu yang selalu tersenyum dengan percaya diri.
Kamu dengan segala kesempurnaanmu.
Dan kamu yang tidak pernah memperhatikanku.


Hey, kamu. Bisakah kamu lihat kesini?
Jangan anggap aku tidak ada. Karena sebenarnya aku ada.
Jangan menganggapku kurang. Karena setiap manusia punya kekurangan.
Janganlah menutup matamu akan keberadaanku. Karena itu akan menyakitiku.


Ya, entah mengapa aku bisa bertahan sampai selama ini.
Kalau saja kamu tahu bagaimana perjuanganku, kamu mungkin tidak pernah bisa membayangkannya.
Ah, aku saja tidak bisa membayangkannya lagi.
Tapi tetap saja sampai saat ini kamu masih tidak melihatku. Atau bahkan tidak mau?
Aku tidak bisa membayangkannya kalau ternyata kamu memang tidak mau.


Taukah kamu?
Setiap hari aku selalu mendoakan kebahagiaanmu, keselamatanmu.
Juga selalu berdoa semoga kelak kamu akan melihatku disini.
Tapi sepertinya doaku belum dikabulkan oleh-Nya.
Lalu, sampai kapan lagi aku harus menunggu?

Kalau kamu perhatikan, aku selalu rela menunggumu jauh lebih lama darinya.

Kamu saja yang tidak memperhatikan. - namarappuccino

Aku melihat dua orang berjalan ke arah yang berbeda. 

Keduanya adalah kita. - namarappuccino


Cuap-cuap penulis:
Eaaaaa~
Ini posting pertama tentang 'galau' di blog ini =)))
Jujur aja. puisi(?) diatas itu aku buat dari perasaan aku sendiri (sekaligus curcol). Jadi kalo jelek gapapa ya, aku kan nggak puitis :) oke. ehem! puisi ini terinspirasi dari kejadian kemarin yang... AAAAAA tidak disangka tidak diduga, lah pokoknya! :3 mau tau ada apa? nggak akan dikasih tau ah :p
Ok. postingan 'galau' pertama ini dikasih sedikit komen dari aku. Dan nanti, kalau ada post-post galau lagi, nggak akan aku kasih komen ya ;-)


Happy Reading~

Some of Demi and Selena videos!

Hey hey hey! guess what i have? yep! some of Demi and Selena's videos!

Actually, this is an old video. But... it's okay, right? Ok, I'm gonna post it in few minutes, but hold on. I want to 'curcol' dulu sebentar :p

AAAAAAAAA!!!! Tau nggak? ngeliat video ini tuh ya... kaya yang mereka itu emang BEST FRIEND banget!(emang beneran best friend woy!) But, look at them now. Mereka jarang bareng lagi tau gak? Sedih :-( padahal they're pretty cool when they're together. they're so good when they're together. I miss the old them :(

Well, maybe this is the time from them to have their own activities... maybe...

Ok! let's remember 'the time' when they got crazy together as a Best Friend. Enjoy...

See? Sangat disayangkan mereka jarang meluangkan waktu bersama lagi :-( seriously! after watching all of those videos above, i think, i miss them :-(

Bahkan beberapa fans mereka pun membuat beberapa video yang didedikasikan untuk mereka berdua. So Sweet :')

Sebenarnya masih banyak lagi loh video yang dibuat fans untuk mereka. Tapi... apa daya. kuota internet hanya mengizinkan untuk memasukkan segini.


Oh iya, kebanyakan dari video ini aku ngambil dari akun youtubenya Demi. Yang aku masukin di sini baru sebagian. kalau mau tau, liat aja di channel youtubenya demi : The Real Demi Lovato Happy watching ;-)

Logan Lerman and Alexandra Daddario, are they 'together'?

Sesuai janji, nih... aku mau bagiin ke lo-lo semua tentang kebersamaan Logan Lerman abangku yang tercinta muah~♥ dengan Alexandra Daddario, lawan mainnya di Percy Jackson and The Olympians, The Lightning Thief. Ini emang masih termasuk gosip, sih. Soalnya masih belum ada konfirmasi dari mereka berdua. tapi, karena emang lagi heboh2nya masalah ini, jadi aja aku ingin mengungkapkan seberapa dekat, sih mereka? check this out! enjoy~

 ini pas MTV Movie Award. and yes, mereka duduk sebelahan.

Lihat? bisa dilihat kan kedekatan mereka? bahkan Logan sampe minjemin hoodienya buat dipake Alex di foto di atas. :O dan... yang lebih baru...

Twitter temennya Logan nge-post ini beberapa hari yang lalu.

Dan juga ada Video ini:

Video ini pun baru di upload beberapa hari lalu.

So, Setelah melihat bukti-bukti diatas, apakah kalian masih nggak percaya kalau mereka 'pacaran'? Setuju nggak setuju, sih up to you ya, tapi aku pribadi sih... setuju aja ;-)

Logan Lerman Interview with Oyster Magazine

For Oyster issue #95 Alexi Wasser caught up with heartthrob Logan Lerman (swoon) and touched on some very interesting topics including one night stands, older women and the ‘man pill’. If only he’d shown us his stomach too…

Not all that long ago, in a house nestled in the Hollywood Hills, I did something that will make me the envy of tweenage girls all over the world: I interviewed 19-year-old actor Logan Lerman (of Percy Jackson & the Olympians: The Lightning Thief and The Three Musketeers). We discussed everything from girls, to dating, to love, to sex. Yes, I’m well aware that all of these topics come under the same umbrella, but these are the things I’d want to read about in an interview with a cute actor I had a crush on!

Alexi Wasser: So, I’m going to ask you a lot of questions, some of which are completely inappropriate and none of my business. Feel free to say “pass” when you feel uncomfortable and don’t want to answer. OK?
Logan Lerman: OK.

Is Logan Lerman your real name or a stage name?
It’s my real name. Everyone in my family has the initials LL.

Like the Kardashians with KK. What’s the craziest fan story you have?
I had someone who kept showing up at a hotel and slipping notes under my door, along with pictures they drew of me.

Do you have Google Alerts?
No. Do people do that? I can just read what everyone says about me online? Well, I mean, that would be uncomfortable; that would just make me feel like a complete asshole.

Robert Pattinson has admitted to having Google Alerts in an interview…
Really? Has he?

He has. Are you on Facebook or Twitter?
I have a personal Facebook, but I’m not on Twitter.

As a male actor, do you suffer from body dysmorphia? Do you feel pressure to have a six-pack/eight-pack?
I don’t.

Do you have a six-pack? Can I see your stomach?
What? No! I don’t work out [laughs]. Next question.

Are you single?
I guess I’ll pass on that too.

What is the longest relationship you’ve ever been in? Eight months?
No, longer — two years.

What is a first date with you like? How do you woo a girl?
I haven’t been on many dates. I’ve had a few girlfriends, and those dates went well. I’ve never had, like, the ‘ideal date’, whatever that is.

Do you love the Lakers? Have you sat courtside yet? Have you ever taken a girl on a date to a Lakers game?
I like the Lakers. They’re my team, but I’m not a fan of basketball. I don’t really know much about basketball. I did sit courtside about seven years ago — not on a date, with my brother. He’s a huge Lakers fan and I got the seats when I was really young, when I was working on a TV show — Jack & Bobby — and the network got me the seats. It was one of the coolest things I’ve ever done.

You’re on a first date. Who pays and why?
Oh, I would always pay. Even for my friends. Even for, like, a girl who’s just a friend. It’s just the way I was raised.

That’s fantastic. You’d be surprised what’s going on out there in the world of dating.
It’s terrible.

You’re a Capricorn — what does that mean? Are you into astrology at all? Why are girls so into astrology?
I have no idea, and I have no idea.

Would you ever date, or make out with, or have sex with, a girl who is taller than you?
[Laughs] That’s funny! That’s hilarious! Yeah, definitely! There are a lot of girls I’m attracted to who are taller than me.

Are you a virgin?
I’m going to pass on that. I mean…

If it existed, would you take the ‘man pill’?
If it existed? Um, I can’t imagine that would be healthy for you… Hmm, if there was one, and it was safe, yes, I would take it. That would be very convenient.

As an actor, girls throw themselves at you, and you’re going to have the opportunity to have more casual sex than most. Are you excited about this? Or do you think casual one-night-stand sex will make you feel empty? Do men have feelings too?
Yes, men have feelings too, and yes, that would make me feel very empty. It’s not what I look for. I like to get to know a person … If it’s something so sudden, it makes me uncomfortable. I don’t sleep around.

What’s a huge turn-off for you with people in general?
Well, everyone has his or her pet peeves, but mine are really random. There’s nothing I really look for in someone that would irritate me. But, like, someone who uses a piano as a table would irritate me. I have a really odd, random list of things that would bother me, and that’s one of them — using it to put down your drinks, or as a piece of furniture, instead of playing it.

Who do you want to work with more than anything?
Paul Thomas Anderson, the Coen brothers, Spike Jonze — filmmakers I really respect.

Did you originally sign onto The Three Musketeers because you misunderstood and thought the director was Paul Thomas Anderson [the actual director is Paul W.S. Anderson]? That happened to people I know with a directing duo called the Cohen brothers, but a different Cohen brothers.
[Laughs] No, that’s not why I took the film. A real deciding factor was my grandfather. As a young kid he had to leave his home in Germany and he only took a book or two with him … The Three Musketeers was one of them. He just loves the story, and I grew up watching the films with him because he loves the movies as well. You know, it meant a lot to him, and I really wanted to be a part of it. I want him to come to the premiere but it’s in London, and it’s hard for him to have the energy to fly…

Which role are you least proud of?
I’d love to be able to answer that… Give me a few years before I can answer that honestly.

In The Only Living Boy in New York, the upcoming modern take on The Graduate, your character has an affair with his father’s mistress, played by Olivia Wilde. Would you ever date an older woman in real life?
Yes. I’ve dated older women. I like older women. You know, it all depends on the person … I don’t have an age limit.

That’s great! You’re 19 — you should be dating older women and learning lots of new things.
Exactly.

What’s the worst thing about being interviewed?
Everything. I don’t know; it’s a weird thing. It’s very uncomfortable and you’re also constantly thinking about how you’re going to word something, or how something is going to be phrased. Having to think about that is a little… [He trails off because his phone vibrates — it’s his dad. He is a gentleman and presses ‘ignore’.]

So, you have an actual ‘momager’. What’s that like?
It’s a weird relationship; you can’t deny that. It’s odd working with your mother growing up. But I’m glad … because it made me much more… I feel more grounded. Her being present kept me from becoming… from avoiding that trauma that young actors tend go through. I appreciated having my mom around and all the sacrifices she made for my career: travelling with me as a kid, going to these locations, living in Memphis for three months. She was an economics major at UCLA. She worked in the art world in Los Angeles. She had a different life, doing all of her own things. To selflessly let me pursue my dream at a young age, and for her to help me and be there for me, is something I can’t thank her enough for. But it’s very difficult for a young person to be around their mother that often.

Are your parents together?
No, they’re divorced. But I’m very close with both sides of my family. They chose to live close to each other.

You’re still a kid, but when you’re older do you think you’ll want kids?
Who says I don’t have kids already?

Oh my fucking God! What? Do you?
No. But I’d love to have kids one day, of course.

Do you promise me you’ll never take drugs or smoke?
Sure.

At this very moment, are you figuring out ways to get my phone number so you can take me out on a date, without your publicist or the photographer hearing?
Ha! You read my mind.

Words: Alexi Wasser
Photography: Nabil Elderkin
Fashion: Kelly Tomlinson
Grooming: John D.

Source: http://oystermag.com/oyster-95-logan-lerman

Comment:

You know? inti yang aku dapet dari interview di atas adalah... *jengjengjeng* *backsound*

Logan Lerman itu adalah seorang gentleman. Dia selalu yang selalu bayarin orang. Entah pacar, ataupun temennya. (enak banget yang jadi temennya u,u apalagi pacarnya). Dia juga matiin telepon saat ditengah-tengah interview, padahal itu Ayahnya. Jadi intinya, Logan itu menghargai si interviewernya :-bd

Terus, Logan itu udah janji GA AKAN pake NARKOBA dan NGEROKOK *two thumbs up!*

Dan... apa lagi ya? ya pokoknya intinya, orangtuanya udah cerai, tapi dia masih akrab sama dua-duanya.

Oh ya! satu lagi! tadi interview nanya tentang apakah logan pernah suka sama cewek yang lebih tinggi dia, dan Logan jawab iya. Interview juga nanya tentang apakah ia bisa suka sama cewek yang lebih tua, dan Logan jawab iya, baginya, nggak ada batasan umur. And you know what? Itu... ngingetin aku sama seorang cewek yang emang dikabarkan lagi deket sama Logan. Mereka sering hang out bareng, dan bahkan cewek itu dikenalin pula sama keluarga dan sahabatnya. Apa artinya kalau cewek itu bukan seseorang yang 'istimewa'? Tau nggak siapa dia? Dia itu lawan main Logan di Percy Jackson and the lightning thief. Tau dong? Yup! Alexandra Daddario, si Annabeth! Next post akan membahas mereka dan foto-foto tentang mereka yang ketangkep basah lagi jalan berdua ;-) dan sejujurnya, aku merestui, kok. Jadi abang logan tenang aja, ya ;-)

A Cold Rainy Season in Bandung

Di bulan November ini, Indonesia memasuki musim penghujan. alhasil, hujaaaaaaan tiap hari....

Padahal nih ya, dulu itu musimnya nggak tentu banget! contohnya nih, besok hujan, eh besoknya panas, besok hujan lagi, dst. Tapi sekarang ini mulai 'bener-bener' musim hujan! Sesuatu banget deh ya... entah mungkin karena lapisan ozonnya sudah diperbaiki(?) atau karena apa jadinya bisa musim hujan rutin seperti ini. Dan entah harus bersyukur atau malah merutuki hujan yang turun terus setiap hari ini.

Yes, i know hujan ini mengandung banyak manfaat. terutama bagi para petani dan para hewan. Bahkan bagi manusia-manusia itu sendiri. Hujan juga menciptakan kesejukan yang sudah jarang dirasakan oleh masyarakat terutama masyarakat perkotaan.

Tapi pemirsa, hujan berlebihan juga nggak baik sebenernya. bisa mengakibatkan sawah-sawah jadi banjir dan alhasil jadi gagal panen, terus bisa mengakibatkan banjir dimana-mana, becek, sepatu basah, tempat berteduh penuh(?), susah jalan-jalan, dan... kedinginan!

Nah, inilah masalah terakhir yang sedang mendera diriku yang lemah ini *plak*. Dingin! Soal akibat yang lain mah urus sendiri, ya, dan kebanyakan itu yang mengakibatkan kita-kita juga sih sebagai manusia. Banyak yang buang sampah sembarangan, dll.

Ya udah, ya. Lagian inti dari aku bikin posting ini juga buat ngebahas dinginnya Bandung setelah dilanda musim hujan ini, kok.

Oke, sekarang, bisa dibilang aku lagi tersiksa banget karena musim hujan ini. Kenapa? Dinginnya itu loh... manatahaaaan!!!

Padahal katanya ini baru mencapai 20-16 derajat celcius. Tapi dinginnya... brrr~ bikin ujung-ujung jari membeku, tau gak?!

Emang, sih nggak ada yang bisa disalahin atas dinginnya musim hujan ini, tapi aku paling nggak suka sama dingin yang 'berlebihan' kayak gini. Soalnya, suka ngaruh ke kesehatan. Kadang-kadang suhu tubuh jadi nggak tentu dan jadi panas terus kaya yang sakit. Dan aku nggak suka titik!

O iya, ngomong-ngomong tentang dingin, musim hujan di Indonesia aja yang suhunya baru mencapai 20-16 derajat celcius aja dinginnya udah bikin gakuat kaya gini, gimana dengan musim dingin (winter) di luar negeri sana yang suhunya bisa mencapai minus 2-5 derajat celcius ya? pasti dinginnya nggak banget dan aku yakin aku pasti nggak bakal kuat dengan suhu yang segitu.

Dan sekali lagi, aku merasakan keadilan Allah SWT. Kenapa? coba pikir...

Kalau kita tinggal di luar negeri, belum tentu kita kuat sama musim-musim yang ada di sana. Aku yakin, banyak dari kita yang memimpikan untuk tinggal di luar negeri, ya pokoknya selain Indonesia! Termasuk aku juga, sih. Tapi coba pikir lagi, segimana indahnya musim-musim di sana, apakah kamu yakin bakal kuat ngadepinnya? Belum lagi kalau fisik kita lemah dan kurang persiapan. Perubahan suhu di sana kan lebih ekstrim, ya ga?

Jadi intinya, Allah SWT sudah menciptakan semuanya dengan adil. Sesuai dengan kemampuan kita. Jadi kalau kita dari lahir tinggal di Indonesia, itu berarti kita sudah ditakdirkan tinggal di Indonesia. itu pun sudah disesuaikan dengan kemampuan fisik kita. Dan tugas kita sekarang adalah, mengatasi negara Indonesia ini agar bisa lebih maju, minimal sama dengan negara-negara yang kita impikan. Nah, kalau negara kita udah maju, mungkin kebanyakan dari kita bakal menetap di Indonesia dan bakal memuja habis-habisan negeri sendiri. Ah... betapa indahnya kalau seperti itu :') kapan, ya Indonesia bisa kaya gitu?

Nah loh, jadi ngomongin ekonomi-politik gini, ya? ya... intinya sih gitu! ya... gitu! Tau, lah...